Moving Forward

Argh so I’ve been trying to sleep for the past hour and it’s not working. I haven’t had trouble falling asleep until yesterday night. It’s weird and I think it might have something to do with these new vitamins I’ve been taking that I just found out contains caffeine. It might be a placebo affect that I’m up right now because I’m thinking that since I just took caffeine that I should be up. With the difficulties that comes with sleeping, one tends to think about a lot of stuff. That’s exactly what I’ve been doing. As if I didn’t already do enough of that throughout the day. I made up my mind that tomorrow’s the day. Tomorrow I’m finally gonna do it. I’m finally gonna step out of my comfort zone again. It has been way too long since I last stepped out of my comfort zone. I keep saying I’m gonna do it every week but I end up not doing it and regretting it. Well no more! I’m determined to do it tomorrow and hopefully announcing it would make me feel more inclined to do it cause I’m going to have to tell you guys about my failure if I happen to chicken out again. I’m tired of playing scenarios out in my head. I’m tired of living in regrets and wondering what ifs. I just want this over with so I have a clear mind for finals. All the speculation will end come tomorrow and I can finally move on. Wish me luck!

3 months ago  4 notes
  1. yourbagsmellslikecrap said: GOOD LUCK!
  2. wherexitsxat said: :O whatever you’re gonna do GOODLUCK :D
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