Woah

Take this alllll away, I’m suffocating, tell me what the fuck is wrong with meeee. Thought I was focused but i’m scared, I’m not prepared. 

Okay that’s not really what I’m feeling, just got reminded of the song when I put Given Up as the title to this post. Anyway, I don’t really know how to feel right now. I just completely failed the final in a class that I was almost 100% sure I’d get an A in. How? I totally overslept and didn’t even study the hardest chapters of the quarter because I was planning to wake up within an hour of sleeping to study it. Damn unreliable phone alarm. I don’t even know how it happened. I set at least 5 alarms at different times throughout the night to make sure this wouldn’t happen. Now, I’ve officially given up on getting As in college. I’m always gonna be borderline and it’s always gonna a one point difference. Whatever, it’s over now. I’ll be happy with whatever I get in any classes this quarter. It’s actually a huge burden off my shoulders to not have to say “I really want an A in that class”. Life goes on. I’m going to Six Flags tomorrow, it’s gonna be awesome :)